tired. tired. tired.

bad day today. cause i really really really felt like sleeping throughout the day. after writing the gonghan i even stoned at the essay questions for 20 minutes cause i couldn't decide what to write.

thursday and friday were slacked off doing no mugging cause i was being such a procrastinator. mugged chem on saturday and on sunday. bah i can't believe i survived a whole sunday just on 3 hours of sleep the previous night. i went to sleep at 12am but i couldn't sleep till 4am. bah.

chem tomorrow. i'm not exactly excited that its the last paper tomorrow. i feel so nonchalant. like i don't really care anymore? i'm not sure. too stoned for anything most probably. maybe i need to go to escape soon to get some adrenaline rush or something.

tuesday - english paper 1, bio
wednesday - SS, english paper 2
thursday - physics, history

monday - higher chinese paper 1 and 2
tuesday - chem

sheesh, i can't wait. but now's mugging for chem i suppose. gahh.

feelings of exam stress just don't seem to dominate anymore. I think it's just cause we're too used to having exams already and we're numb to the stress? I don't know whether it's a good or bad thing. (haha nat, slackerz inc.)

ohh. and much overdue pics from singfest should be coming up after tuesday i hope.

poooo. can't stand studying for subjects that teachers never taught basic foundations properly for. argh. Emo Index 79. (haha, yea right.)

If the world is so fair, why do roses have thorns?

week 6 is ending. week 7 would be half gone because:

6/8/07 - rgs choir concert at esplanade
8/8/07 - national day celebrations in school
9/8/07 - singfest (a7x!)
10/8/07 - school holiday

and that eventually leaves only one more week of lessons before week 9. this is coming too soon. argh. it seemed like just. 3 weeks ago that term3 just started or something. and in 2++ freaking weeks its the final year exams already. s_ _ _ man, s_ _ _. the class isn't even in the 'omg eoys are coming already' mood. maybe it's because eoys are coming too quickly, like time(thum, lol.) got fast-forwarded or something. i'm pretty sure many people in other (more) mugger classes have already started mugging or something.

my mind tells me i'm so screwed since i haven't started revising and all. but i don't even feel much pressure from the fact that exams are coming. it's like i've already become numb from all the stress from tests and all that i've become pretty heck care and unfeeling once again. oh, and did i mention that i pretty much screwed english orals up? argh.

sheesh. i feel.. unfeeling. (no, not emo.) i'm currently trying to rip nat's cd into the computer and the disk drive is making such painful agonizing sounds as if it's going to explode inside or something.